COUNTDOWN TO KASSEL: 25 February, 1944 Jimmy Stewart Faces Fear

COUNTDOWN TO KASSEL: Jimmy Stewart Faces Fear

Photo from the book, “Jimmy Stewart Bomber Pilot,” by Starr Smith

Stewart on the Tower, waiting for the ships to return

USAAF Station 169, Tibenham, England Station

Middle of the night, February 25, 1944

After the brutal Gotha mission the day before, Jimmy Stewart’s beloved 445th was in trouble. It had lost 13 of its 25 planes in what would be the group’s worst massacre of the war, except for the Kassel Mission seven months hence.

Worse, the 445th was on alert for a mission for the next day which would be their longest flight into Germany yet.

The group needed someone inspired to get them in the air. Everyone knew Stewart was the only man to do it. But Stewart himself was still reeling from the losses of the 24th. Although he accepted that he would lead the next day’s raid, he became truly afraid that he might not survive it. If commanding officers like the 702nd’s CO and the 700th’s Operations Officer could go down like they did yesterday, anyone could.

Breaking into a cold sweat, Stewart knew that if he didn’t get hold of this fear, it would grow inside him and infect his crew members. “Fear is an insidious and deadly thing,” he said in a later interview about that night. “It can warp judgment, freeze reflexes, breed mistakes. And worse, it’s contagious.”[i] He got up, and decided to face his own fear head-on, then realized that his biggest fear was that he’d make a mistake.

Walking to the window of his room, he pulled the blackout curtains and stared into the blackest night he would ever know as a flight commander. The base was anything but quiet. Activity gave away the secret: a mission was on.

Mentally, Stewart went over every single detail that could go wrong and what he would do if it did.[ii] Above all, he wanted to be sure he was prepared for any emergency that might come up so that he would not make a mistake.[iii] What happened the next day proved this to be more than a mere exercise.

Long before dawn, the men were up. Few spoke as they trudged through the mud to the mess hall, locker room and briefing.

Stewart no doubt led the briefing. The group only had seventeen air-worthy aircraft left. They would zigzag all over Germany. One gunner, Robbie Robinson, wrote later in his book, “A Reason to Live,” (by John Harold Robinson) that he thought, “Boy, this is going to be a long day.” There would be little gas for deviation from their planned route. The flight would be 9 ½ hours; they had ten hours of fuel. It would also be their first flight with chaf, which looked like Christmas tree icicles – 10” long skinny tinsel-like bands of aluminum, wrapped in little bundles, which was supposed to keep flak from hitting their planes. The idea was that it would deflect the Germans’ radar for their flak guns. Instructions were to throw it out the windows when the flak started.[iv]

Robinson and the rest of the Wright crew jumped on a truck. Before it pulled away, Stewart climbed in to sit next to him. “Sergeant, we are going to have a mighty fine flight today,” he said to Robinson.

“Yes, sir.”

When the truck started up, it headed away from the planes. Stewart yelled, “Where the hell are you going, driver? Hey, driver!”

The truck stopped. Wright’s navigator got out and came around to explain.  “Major, I told him to stop by Operations to get my charts.”

“To hell with the charts,” said Stewart. “This damned war will be over before we ever get out to the planes.” Then Stewart got out and went up to ride in the front seat, trading seats with the navigator, who got into the truck next to Robinson, saying that he didn’t need his charts anyway; he knew how to get there. Somebody else remarked on how irritable Stewart was.

Wright’s plane took off right after Stewart. Stewart led the first element (three planes), and Wright led the second 703rd Squadron element of planes behind him.

The first flak at the coast looked “like pinwheels coming up at you.” But it wasn’t flak. They were newly developed rockets fired from the ground, the first that airmen like Stewart and Robinson had ever seen.

In briefing, they had been told to get the bomb bay doors opened and closed to eliminate drag and use more fuel. The bomb bays opened.

“Jimmy Stewart had led us exactly to the spot…,” Robinson wrote later.  Below, lines and lines of airplanes lay on the airfield, maybe 200 in all. It was a bull’s eye. Every bomb hit the target. Robinson thought, “That’s one bunch of enemy fighters that will never get in the air again.”[v]

They closed up their bomb bays, and Wright flew just under Stewart’s tail, about 20 feet back. The flak was still intense. Something was wrong. :As the gunners threw out the chaf, the flak became more accurate.

Suddenly, flak hit Stewart’s plane right behind the nose wheel, directly below the flight deck. Wright moved their plane forward, under Stewart’s, so they cold see. “Boy!” wrote Robinson later. “What a hole there was in the bottom of Stewart’s ship.” Out from the bottom of the ship dropped a briefcase and what looked to be a parachute pack. The chute hit the tip of Wright’s prop, then went under them.

Wright tried to contact Stewart on the radio, but Stewart wasn’t responding because of radio silence. His plane stayed in formation; it didn’t slow down. Now came the Me109s, and two 24s, burning, hit the ground. Nobody got out. A B-17 went down.

Somehow, they got beyond Germany. On their approach to the airstrip at Tibenham, several planes shot flares, indicating wounded. Those planes landed first, then Stewart’s ship landed in front of Wright. Near the end of the runway, Stewart’s plane began to smoke. Then, everyone watched as it broke into two pieces at the nose wheel. Wright, down too low to pull back up, touched down and both he and his copilot rode their brakes down the runway and turned ship to the right trying to miss Stewart’s. Just off the runway on the ramp, Wright stopped short of Stewart but unable to get by him.

Robbie jumped out waist of the waist and ran over to Stewart’s ship. With its tail sticking up in the air and nose sticking up in the air, the center down on the ground, it had “cracked open like an egg,” leaving long scars on the runway where the plane had dragged. Stewart stood near his plane’s left wingtip. As Robbie walked up to him, Stewart said, “Sergeant, somebody sure could get hurt in one of those damned things.”

“Major,” Robbie said, “we thought for a while that you had it bad.”

Stewart rubbed his chin. “I was thinking that, when I looked around and saw that big hole in the flight deck behind my seat.” He walked up to the nose.

Wright, unable to get their ship past Stewart’s on the ramp, had to leave it there. Others landed on the other, shorter runway. Low on fuel from the long mission, they couldn’t circle and wait ay longer. Robinson went back to his ship. Flak holes were everywhere.

At debriefing, Robinson told the debriefing officer that the chaf attracted flak. They had even thrown out a full box and watched it get hit.

The debriefing officer replied, “It deflects radar, sergeant.”

“By God,” declared Robbinson, “you weren’t up there today. I saw what it did.”[vi]



[i] Air Classics Magazine, May 1993 in Smith, p. 131.

[ii] Smith, p. 130

[iii] Guideposts magazine in Smith, p. 131

[iv] Robinson, pp 299-300

[v] Robinson p. 303

[vi] Robinson, pp 303-305

Bringing the outdoors into the studio

I’m not a plein aire painter. I’m just not. Although painting outside and being out in the open looks romantic, the reality for me is moments of shear mixed with being cold or hot and dealing with wind, bugs, changing light, lugging gear, limited time, and the need for bathroom breaks. I take my hat off to those who do, and there are lots of them, but it’s just not for me.

I do, however, LOVE to take pictures out in the fresh air, bring them inside, and paint them at my leisure.

I got my first camera when I was 9, a Kodak Brownie Pendaflex with a flash and a viewfinder from the top. Since the mid-80s, when I became more serious about photography, I used a fancy camera. Then I realized my phone was just as good or better, for my purposes at least. (The only thing I miss is an eyepiece to limit the sunlight on the image screen. For that, I might get a new camera.)

You already know how easy the phone camera is. You see something along the road, whip out your phone click away. I take lots of pictures of a scene from various viewpoints, trying different compositions. Sometimes, the picture in the viewer is dar sky is Then, back in my studio, I play with the images and on the easel, I either use one image or a combination of images.

Working from photographs in the studio makes it easier to accept commissions, too. Clients send me photographs that might make good paintings. I offer suggestions and usually ask for several of the subject. We agree on an approach, and I go to work. Usually, after several weeks I contact my client to see if, as I’m nearing the end of the project, alterations need to be made. Does it look like your daughter, pet, father, house? If not, we make alterations until it does.

I work on an approval basis, with half down at the beginning of the project. The rest is due when my client approves the painting, a happy moment for all of us.

If you’re interested in booking a commission or are lucky enough to be in Michigan's beautiful Leelanau County and would like to view my home gallery, email me - linda@lindaalicedewey.com. 

Crystal River Sunset in January, original 11 x 14 commission, now available as a print in my gallery

Crystal River Sunset in January, original 11 x 14 commission, now available as a print in my gallery

Original pic by Laurie Heilman first posted on Facebook

Original pic by Laurie Heilman first posted on Facebook

Quinn, client photo

Quinn, client photo

Quinn, 14 x 11 commissioned pastel painting

Quinn, 14 x 11 commissioned pastel painting

Glen Lake 8th Graders get into death records

You would think looking at death certificates would be a dark subject, but Glen Lake's 8th graders today eally got into it. We learned about some good long lives and far too many short ones.

The first man buried at the Glen Arbor Cemetery in 1879 perished in the shipwreck of a small vessel.

The last person was buried there in 1927. That was John Trumbull, of Trumbull Road fame. He died in that big beautiful farmhouse at the top of the hill as you leave the Foothills Motel behind on 675. The students were shocked that he died at home.

They were shocked that babies were not born in hospitals.

We found a 7 year old boy who drowned. The certificate noted his occupation as "scholar." They didn't know what a scholar was. now they know that they are all scholars, too. The boy's grave, like most of these which had wooden markers or crosses, is unmarked now; we don't know where it is because there are no cemetery records.

We found immigrants from Sweden, Norway and Denmark. One student found a woman whose maiden name was the same as his mother's family. Are they related?

Nessen Mill Crew

There was a murder when a man caught his wife coming out of the woods with his male cousin; a suicide, and four Civil War veterans, one of whom lived 40 years longer and died felling trees for DH Day.

There were far too many stillborns and one old man who had had 11 children; only five were living when he died.

The tragedy here is that these graves for the most part are unmarked, and the records have been lost or misplaced. Through the efforts of local historian Andrew White, we have the beginning of a paper trail, but much research must be done before we can say we know who is buried at the Glen Arbor Cemetery. Thirteen tombstones, but at least 38 graves, and counting.

I presented a slideshow about the cemetery to the kids last Monday. I think I'll put some of this information together for a presentation I can make to women's clubs and rotary clubs and loval senior groups. What do you think?

On the Glen Arbor Cemetery project: things take a turn

I have to write about this.

The former Glen Arbor Township Cemetery, off Forest Haven Road, November 9, 2019

The former Glen Arbor Township Cemetery, off Forest Haven Road, November 9, 2019

Nessen Mill Crew 452 on the Crystal River, Glen Arbor, courtesy Andrew White. Many of the poorer workers who came to Glen Arbor during the lumbering days could not afford headstones. Many more graves exist at the 1 3/4 acre Glen Arbor Cemetery than …

Nessen Mill Crew 452 on the Crystal River, Glen Arbor, courtesy Andrew White. Many of the poorer workers who came to Glen Arbor during the lumbering days could not afford headstones. Many more graves exist at the 1 3/4 acre Glen Arbor Cemetery than the 13 gravestones there currently represent.

We did have a nice plan for the 8th graders to visit the cemetery last week. I hoped for them to see the situation as it is today, with all the downed trees everywhere, and the place abandoned; but unfortunately, Glen Arbor received 43 inches of snow in 24 hours two days before the field trip.

Yes, I know that figure never made it into the papers. I know everyone was talking about Empire and its 30 inches. But ask about the measurements taken on a certain deck. Ask about measuring 24 inches the night before, then shoveling it off only to find another 19 in the morning. Ridiculous. Who ever heard of that in Michigan? Maybe in Buffalo. Maybe. But in Michigan?

Halfway through the 11-11 storm

Halfway through the 11-11 storm

So the trip was postponed until this week, but still too much snow, and now, in order to get to the cemetery, we would have to walk IN the road, not on the shoulder, so no way. Safety issue.

That was Wednesday. That afternoon, the call came. The loggers, those blessed lumberjacks from Parshall Tree Care Experts are going to be able to do some good this weekend. Tomorrow, actually. Saturday.

They might not be able to get everything they would like to get, but they can do a good day's worth of work. Ten of them--eight men, two women. Two would act as sawyers; the rest would move the logs, stack them, and clear a new path in--five feet, plus two feet of clearance on either side, with six feet up above.

Look out, Bob Sutherland, you're going to have to duck your head when you visit the cemetery behind your mother's house now. But at least you'll get in easily. You'll just walk right in.

After the phone call, driving home from teaching my art students up in Lake Leelanau, my lovely Wednesday ladies, it occurred to me that I might do something to thank these workers who are coming from their business HQ in Interlochen. But what? Bake cookies? Didn't seem like enough. Bring hot chocolate? How would I do that? In a thermos? Were they going to want to stop and drink my hot chocolate and eat my cookies? No, they wanted to work. What could I do?

Tracy delivers a check for her mother, Barbara Siepker.

Tracy delivers a check for her mother, Barbara Siepker.

And then I realized this wasn't my project. This is the town's project. Maybe there were places in town that might speak for the rest of us. I thought of businesses. They always get hit up, but there I was walking in again. And guess what happened.

Arts is donating their lunches. Cherry Republic is putting together a box full of snacks and trail mix for them. Anderson's IGA, Brad Anderson, bless his heart, is going to put something together for me to pick up tomorrow. That's still a mystery, but I bet it will be good. Maybe Anderson's cider?

And now, individual donations are coming in that will cover drinks and tips for lunch, three of them so far. How unbelievable is this?

Oh, and, Duh. Each worker will receive a signed copy of "Aaron's Crossing" to take home. I just realized today that none of this would have happened without him, my Aaron. Blessed, beloved Aaron. Thank you, sir.

Lunch on the house for the loggers tomorrow, courtesy Arts Tavern in Glen Arbor! Thanks, Bonnie and Tim! Nice delivery, Vicki!

Lunch on the house for the loggers tomorrow, courtesy Arts Tavern in Glen Arbor! Thanks, Bonnie and Tim! Nice delivery, Vicki!